was qt a weird experience wearing my rj u for the last time yest.

qt fun being a "fake j2" but then everyone was staring at me with the "ure so ultra childish" look. wells. anw. got a haircut for super cheap ( since according to someone i look 16 ) haha.

guess the kid phrase of my life is kinda over and its adult life frm now on.

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and i was sitting on the swing, something i havent done for so many years. sitting at that particular spot, thinking about how far ive come and how much further i have to go.

weird tranquility, the unorthodox. outer peace vs internal debate.

so rare that i have the time to spend on myself.

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its time i learn how to cook good food. and i mean really good food.

have never felt the immense need before.

perhaps sometimes, important people have that strong "push" factor.

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went for smu open house! was rather interesting, got to walk ard the campus which i havent done b4. thankfully someone was nice enuff to nt mind being dragged to smu :p like a 2nd citylink :p

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sometimes alot of things cant be explicitly expressed on blogs. maybe that's why this particular post is so jumbled up.