perhaps, the hardest thing is to accept your own flaws and shortcomings, and then applying the same principle for others.

because with that comes a sincere "sorry" "please forgive me".

often, that is one of the hardest thing to say in person.

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lots of life decisions to be made, to shape our future direction.

lots of trust and understanding, as emotions wear thin and tension grows.

was rather irked by the interview, nt to mention i rushed there frm sch after all the hyped up nervousness and spent alot on cab fare.

was tired of putting a face at rj. was tired of being asked abt my results. not that they are bad but ya, my level of satisfaction dosent involve a perfect score like those ppl going on stage.

spent the past 2 days with people that mattered alot to me. people who i can be myself and not hide my emotions. and that's all the encouragement i need to break out of the rigid structure and carve my own niche.