week 7.

ive never felt more alone than ever.

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got abit of insight as to why tuition is so immensely horrible at times but cool at other times. all the bit of talk about teaching privately really kinda make more sense now tht im experiencing a whole catastrophe of experiences in a wonderously span of afew weeks. maybe, it just seemed alot harder now.

maybe, someone didnt and wasnt there.
and someone was

maybe the roles got switched
maybe the ones that should be around arent

maybe its just week 7.

maybe some people just think that they are right
maybe some people just thrive in the misery of others.

maybe someone was too busy
maybe i was too busy for everyone

maybe, i could be in hiding. just for a day.

week 6 started with a BANG.

nice time in sch frm 830am-12am. COOL isnt it =x ( and no it wasnt a fun and enjoyable slumber party if anyone of u was wondering. there were serious agenda and deadlines to be strictly met )

nice training for the corporate world nxt time eh.

but no its rather scary when ure super exhausted and there's no train home and there are like no cabs in town ( bcos all left when they picked up passengers frm town to heartlands ) and however heartless it seems, i must wake my dear and trusty parents frm their deep sleep to rescue the cinderella without a pumpkin.

yea that's another good reason why i should get my driving license.

and i wonder if med was as stressful. certainly i bet they dun hav to stay in sch for such long and unearthly hrs im sure. at least if they mug they do it at the comfort of their homes/hostel rooms.

week 5. of pack, busy weeks, deadlines, mid term tests, and what nots.

HELP

and my comp happen to decide to misbehave! eek. cant connect to sch network hence no internet in sch! freak. and a visit to CIT helped momentarily but now, its acting up again.

and my assignments are due and presentation is nxt wk.

HELP

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maybe its a good thing that its almost halfway thru term 1.

wk 4 of term 1. time's flying.

dunno whether its good or bad, but anw, just have to bear with it for alittle while longer and holiday will be here soon (:

hav to say that choir is fun! altho i kinda miss my bassoon. but its still fun.

one day while at celine's tuition class i was fiddling with that piano over there. and realising tht i actually can teach celine her pieces was qt a cool revelation, esp when she's like going " wow how come you can play it at one go when u havent practiced it " hahaha. not too bad for someone who havent touched piano for close to 6 mths now.

a significant sat! - one without tuition (:

completed some of my work in the morning (: which was much needed ( esp when i hav alot of work waiting for me still =x )

went for voix outing cum bonding session! i do love a capella singing hehs. qt fun.
then went off the chinese garden with ts to play with lanterns and those noisy sparklers heehee. fun (:

arh i do kinda wish i didnt hav to teach tuition sometimes. i like the kids. but free time is rare =x

wished i was back in jc where i can juz take pocket money frm parents. working for it seems so much tougher.

3rd wk of sch

no ure not kidding uni life does fly by! tired tho we were, its bye bye wk 3 hello wk 4!

i dont know why but i dont seem to like my modules. im doing fine and all, but just felt rather out-of-sorts. i dont stay longer in sch than i absolutely need to.

life's been slightly better tho. chatting up random ppl is becoming a habit now, such tht more and more of those random ppl become regular lunch/stay ard till nxt lesson starts/lets go here and there since we're going the same way people.

and finally, im joining an a capella singing grp! i know im by default in band but. maybe its time to try something different. besides, i did pass the audition.