while ppl ard me are slacking ard for post-alevels, i was busy like hell.

a gradual transition to the next phase of our lives: the working phase. a large transition ( why do i feel this deja vu 2 yrs ago ). with the discovery of certain scanturies, comfort zones within this large unprotected territory. doing new things, meeting new people, i've nv felt anything much like it.

was is a mere week ago when i was at vivo city, wondering what work will be like. wondering what life has in store for me. and sitting beside you, i felt the encouragement. if you can, why cant i. was is not deja vu when i criticised happy feet for being stupid when in fact, it was so sad at certain points that i cant help tearing. and it turned out to be a nice movie.

how people we meet at unexpected points in our lives have the potential to shape our lives, to bring a silver lining to the cloud looming by. to make dull things seem appealing.

went for med checkup and trust me, many times i was wondering to myself. why was i here. why. and now i knew. it is to meet people like them. people that i happen to be able to clique with instantly, altho we just met. that went thru blood test with me and made all the drawing blood experience less unpleasant ( but not any less painful ). and people, that made me consider taking up the challenge, bcos i know, that we will bond.

and others, that, thru their silence, directed me to find that santuary within the hectic workplace. with music lightly floating across your ears, absence of senseless chatter, and a good view. a great place. to be. (?)

and others, can make the night shine with a multitude of dazzling colours.

i have a feeling that more challenges will come my way.

take it on baby.

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第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱 把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我 只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音 我的有口无心
我离不开Darling更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形你
知道我所有丢脸的事情却
为我的美好形象保密

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this is for you darlings (: