happy new year!

made some silent new yr resolutions.

this yr has been one of change, of identity, of crisis. too much change to handle. work, school, meeting new people, and having to manage expectations, academic and social-wise.

special mention to those who stand by me, who remember me even after school has ended for us and uni has came. for those who made my journey less lonely. who walk into my life at various short instances and have since became more than what was expected.

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on another note, i attract the wrong kind of attention at the weirdest of places.

there was this uncle next to me. who started talking to me about ah lians, specifically the ones standing at the mrt train. it was 2plus am ( last train home ). then he started asking me about myself ( where i clammed up ). then sudd he started talking to the other guy on the other side of me ( who was younger, with average looks ). then sudd it went back to me.

and that guy had to be super thick-skinned to ask for my no when i flatly told him i wasnt looking out for a guy in that sort of way.

i told kenneth abt it and he said it was a stupid and dumb ploy between the uncle and the guy to help the guy chat me up. =x

and that guy got off at the same mrt stop as me ( ! ) and i was trying hard to loose him in the crowd since i cant manage to get a cab home and had to walk.

then while walking this really long way home, 1. shortcut was blocked off for construction purposes =x 2. stray dogs are showing their teeth, and are at a super close proximity to me ( thankfully i have no food with me )

and that was the weird incident no 1 that happened in 2008.

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