so many thoughts swimming in my head. tired but just had that nagging feeling tht i lost control.

sighs. was supposed to be encouraging my tuition kid in her ambition. then all she reminded me was mine.

so like me, afew yrs ago. so hopeful.

haii. then she asked me and i juz dropped some not-so-happy truths that made life seem more unpredictable.

anw, i ended up making her feel so discouraged. ARGH i was supposed to encourage her to study so she can be a lawyer.

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samba masala was fun! i really do love performing arts. will prob audition for it.

still, it amplifies the fact tht i felt lost, that i know hardly anyone, that its prob gonna be like that for afew mths at least, bcos my friends are off at prestigious courses/overseas/just not here with me la.

i do like the freedom, but not when others make it seem like such a crime.

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