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i cant promise that everything will stay the same.
but i can promise to change in tandem with you if you're important to me
and i can promise to change nothing as far as memories are concerned.

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seen too much uncertainty these days. felt too much of it. part of me resists the change, yet part of me know that, i am already changing, bit by bit. felt too much new-ness in my life. too many new people, too many new places. too many first impressions. too many new risks.

i remember the last afternoon of jan i was stuck in a storeroom at level 12 with ayu and this new tj girl, packing and clearing the storeroom. tiring tedious job, not to mention utmost brainless. yet, i learnt alot from our conversations. somehow, the need to communicate, the need to open up, the yearning has always been there, the idealism, the saddening reality, and a eye-opener to the situation that is called the working world.

did i mention that cynthia has left.

dunno why it made a significant impact on me. maybe it was because i felt that her future dosent lie here? or the fact that i was mainly doing her work and is continuing to clear her backlog now. or maybe, because she just simply left an impression on me for being willing to absorb and correct my mistakes, and to stay back with me that night with my worst-ever disastrous mistake. in any case, her table was the first ive went to, her work my first "assignment" and the most mistake-prone one too.

jiayan left too. after the subway and photos. come tomorrow, i better get used to being alone at level 11 again.

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meeting is a pleasure
parting is a sorrow.
let there be no sorrow,
only memories of a happy yesterday